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Name: Eileeno
Birthday: 12/27/1988
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Wednesday, March 28, 2007

i'm depressed for the first time in college.

maybe it's cuz i can't sleep.

or maybe cuz i'm so fucking angry and pissed off all day.

*taught me to lie


Friday, January 12, 2007

i really dread every moment that i have to go back to cornell.  AHHH DEPRESSION WEATHER AHHH.


Wednesday, January 03, 2007

it's that time of year again.. new year's resolutions.  2006 was the best year of my hs career, the only year where i wasn't extremely miserable and embodied with teen angst.  It was the year I finally felt slightly comfortable with myself and had finally adjusted to Stuyvesant. WOW! Three years to accept.  I'd have to say that place is a hell hole and for all those kids still in there I feel very bad for you.  Here's some advice for kids sitll in stuy.. life gets better, and also stuy is full of effin geniuses.  I have still yet to meet anybody in cornell that is as smart as the top kids at stuy.  I hope nobody reads my xanga anymore.  Yea, and the main reason I probably adjusted was that early acceptance to cornell and the knowledge that I'd be getting out of hs in only a year!  So yes 2006 was sweet. All I remember is cutting class a lot to do nothing but talk about how we'd bs our way through the rest of our APs.. and bsing my way through that treacherous 4th year afterschool japanese class.  then.. there was the sweet summer of zombie life and then freshman first semester! I msut say it was a fun ride with new friends with whom I intensely bonded with.. but next semester needs a stronger focus. And so.. with this newly found focus my new year's resolutions are:

Actually wake up when my alarm clock sounds off.  I'll start easy and set my alarm for noon. hehe.

PICK UP my phone! Ladies and gents, I have a really loud obnoxious ring tone now hurrah.

Stick up for myself and be assertive.  If I don't wanna do something, dammit say no! I've been getting better at that espescially if ppl ask me to do something like go to the gym, plckyyt!

Do something that I've dreamed of, like start writing some comedic pieces or effin join humor us! (sketchcomedy troupe) the next time they have auditions.  Or EFFIN commit to the culinary team.

Get a 4.3 GPA. HA! joke.  nO but seroiusly aim to be in the top 25% of the class. at least!

Start journalizing and organizing my goals more.  HELLo again xanga!

Stop being so shy!  People don't bite, and even if they do like some of my terrifying teachers have in the psat.. or some psycho biotchy girls..bite back! 

 

Alright.. so those are my resolutions for 2007.. i say they are pretty attainable.

 


Wednesday, May 10, 2006

omannn after AP micro/macro tomorrow
AP Calc next wed
and AP english thesis lakjsdflkasjdfl

itll allllll done  yayyyyy now i can daydream and cut class and daydream some more about wat to eat afterschool w/o any guilt.
HAPPY EILEEN HAPPY HAPPY :) :) :)


Sunday, April 02, 2006

so i got my housing and dining options the other day and i can't believe we're all already going to college!! we've only been seniors for so long.. and now we're going to be lost freshman again.  ah.. i' mso scared tobe alone and lost again.  i can't believe i'm leaving stuy.  i spent 3 years hating it and finally i've found solace in it!  for my last months here- i wanna just choose to be happy and just enjoy what i have and the friends i may never see again *tear*.   

:) :) :) :)  happy eileen! :) :) : ) :) :)

life is a big blob of emptiness punctuated w/ holes of happiness.



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